HELP WITH FRIENDS???!!?

Sounds like you've got a tough case on your hands. I think the problem is that you dont give yourself enough slack, and you think lowly of yourself. Its not that you dont deserve to be their friend, its that they dont deserve to be friends with you. Stop feeding them what they want, which is to feel good about themselves, and go your own way. You're mistaking this bullying for friendship. And as for your "best friend" Terry, it doesnt sound like shes there for you. What I basically read is that she ditched you for a couple of wannabe's, and still think that she can text you. thats nonesense. Show them that you can stand up for yourself, and have some confidence. If you're that sick of hanging out with them, then what are you doing? You should follow your own path, because they dont deserve your friendship at all. hope you take my advice, and good luck with your so called friends.